Update on Zadie

Zadie (on the right) with her brother,

Jonathan, and sister, Beatrix

It's close to a year since Zadie had surgery to close her trach stoma.  She's doing great!  She's in kindergarten now, and is in gymnastics and dance classes.  She loves to draw and play with her brother and sister.  Overall, she's a typical 5 year old.  Most people who just met her recently have no idea of everything she's been through, and I couldn't ask for more than that. 

In the fall, we started noticing that she wasn't hearing very well.  At first, we thought it was a "listening" problem, but then we realized it was more likely a hearing problem.  We took her to the doctor and found out that she had a terrible ear infection along with lots of fluid in her ears.  Interestingly enough, even with a raging ear infection, she never once complained about her ear.  She failed a hearing test and was put on some meds to help clear up the infection and fluid.  After a few more visits to the ENT, and the fluid wasn't clearing up very well, as well as another failed hearing test, we were able to get her an appointment with one of the pediatric ENTs from CHOP, but at their satellite office in Princeton.  Princeton is a whole lot closer than Philly! 

We were basically expecting to hear that the fluid was still there and that she'd need tubes again.  She's only had tubes put in once, at the same time as her palate repair at 11 months.  Kids with Pierre Robin Sequence often need tubes throughout their life.  Because of the way their anatomy is, they're more likely to have fluid buildup.  Zadie's been pretty lucky in that she has only had tubes put in once. 

The ENT looked in her ears and right away said they looked great.  He didn't see any fluid.  After we saw him, she was given a hearing test.  The test went great!  There were slight issues, but nothing of major concern, and the issues could have been just because she was on the tail end of an infection/fluid problem.   

Next up, some dental issues, but nothing major yet.  And she has a follow up appointment with her pulmonologist in a few weeks.  I'm going to ask him about a sleep study for her.  She hasn't had one since before she was decannulated and she does snore sometimes, so I want to make sure she's sleeping ok. 

And that, my friend, is what they call (stoma) closure.

Waiting with her Tubie Friends bear - who also got a hospital bracelet

Zadie is now blessed with only the holes God gave her.  She went in last week to have her trach stoma surgically closed.  At the same time, the surgeon cleaned up the scar tissue at her Gtube site and made sure that was fully closed.  I was able to go into the OR with her and be with her until she was asleep.  The surgery took about an hour and a half.  The anesthesiologist told me after that she was easy to intubate, which is excellent news, since a huge reason for her being trached was how difficult she was to intubate.  It's another sign that her lower jaw has grown out significantly and her upper airway is vastly improved.  A lot of Pierre Robin kids get jaw distractions, and it was suggested as a possibility for Zadie at one point.  We're very happy we elected to wait and see how her jaw grew out on its own.   


All ready to go!

When I first got to see her in recovery, she was still asleep.  They extubated her while still in a very deep sleep so that she didn't cough.  I saw Dr. Bergman right after surgery, he said everything went great.  I asked about the main possible complication, which is when air gets trapped between layers of skin.  It can be a very serious complication.  He was very confident that it wouldn't happen, since they had tested the closure in the OR by pushing air through. 


Once she was awake, she was pretty cranky, which is what she's typically like after anesthesia.  But, her oxygen sats were awesome.  Upper 90s.  I was so relieved to see that.  One of my worries going into this surgery was that she was relying on the open stoma to breathe and she would struggle once it was closed.  Seeing the good oxygen levels really reassured me. 




Great numbers!

She was to be admitted for the night just for observation, and it took forever to get a room in the PICU.  Unfortunately, she couldn't eat or drink anything for 6 hours after the surgery.  She was getting IV fluids all along, but she was hungry and thirsty.  Once we got past the 6 hours, she was allowed liquids, which included jello, yogurt, ice cream, juice, etc.  Then, the next morning, she was finally able to eat real food. 










Her new bear got bandaids in the same spot Zadie did. 

First meal, 24 hours after surgery

Feeling great and ready to bust out

 

She got released on Saturday afternoon.  We took the dressings off on Sunday.  She was a little freaked out by the sight of the incision on her belly.  She was asking a lot of questions; why was there blood, how did the doctor cut her, etc.  I wasn't expecting that!  But, it's amazing to see her neck without a hole!  And it's amazing to hear her talk without hearing the air rushing out of the stoma. 

Escaping!

Every day, she shows me her belly and her neck and says, "Look, it's healing up!" and asks me to take a picture.  She's definitely a strong kid and I would love it if this is her last surgery and she can just be a regular kid now. 

Some info on decannulation and stoma closure: http://www.chop.edu/treatments/tracheostomy-and-decannulation#.VvGl2W_mqM8

Why my baby is so quiet!

This is kind of an FYI for anyone who doesn't know much about trachs or hasn't come into too much contact with anyone with a trach.  I would say that describes most people!  It definitely described me before 9 months ago.

The comment I notice most when strangers are remarking on Zadie (other than how amazingly adorable she is!) is how *good* she is because she hasn't made any noise!  I always debate about explaining to them why she's so quiet, but usually I just nod and smile and say thank you.

Zadie is a good girl and she's generally very happy and content.  She doesn't cry often, but she's a baby and she does cry sometimes.  However, because of the trach, she doesn't make any noise except for the stuffy, congested noise coming out of her trach.  It's a pretty sad sight to see your baby crying her lungs out, tears streaming down her face, with no sound.  I can only imagine how frustrating it is for her.

A tracheostomy is an artificial airway.  The hole goes directly from the neck to the trachea, below the vocal cords, so the vocal cords are completely bypassed.  Some people can move air past the tube and up through the vocal cords.  I've heard that kids start to figure out that if they block the trach with their finger, they can make noise.  There's also a special valve that can be worn to allow the trached person to make noise.  This is a Passy-Muir valve.  Zadie has one, and we tried it once, but she didn't do well with it.  She has to learn (or be able to) blow air out her mouth and nose, and she hasn't done that in over 9 months.  So that will take some getting used to, as well as growing on her part, so that there's more room around the trach tube.

Zadie gets speech therapy weekly, and we're encouraged to talk to her a lot even though she's not babbling back at us.  We are also starting to sign with her, so that she has a means of communication until she gets decannulated (gets the trach removed) or is able to tolerate the Passy-Muir on a regular basis.

Needless to say, we can not wait until we can hear our little lady babbling, talking, screaming, whatever, all of the above!

No real direction yet...

I've been wanting to start blogging about Zadie's condition and continuing progress.  I'm finally doing it!

A quick recap - Zadie is now 8 months old and was diagnosed with Pierre Robin Sequence the day she was born.  She has a cleft palate and micrognathia (an underdeveloped lower jaw), which makes her tongue fall back into her airway, making both breathing and eating difficult.  She spent 10 weeks in the NICU, and has a G-tube (feeding tube) and a trach.  She used to take some milk by bottle, but now takes 100% by the tube.  We're working on spoon feeding now!  Because of the trach, she doesn't make any sounds.  I never imagined that I would wish to be able to hear my baby screaming her lungs out, but I can't wait for that day!

Other than her main limitations (which are temporary!), Zadie is a very typical 8 month old.  She's almost crawling, and she just started pulling herself up yesterday.  She loves her new skill, but we're still encouraging crawling!  She's also very healthy.  She's only been hospitalized once since she came home (that's good for a baby with a trach!) and hasn't had any ear infections (knock on wood).   She does have fluid in her ears, which is almost expected with the cleft palate, but it is affecting her hearing.  She'll probably be getting tubes soon.

As for the title of this post, we're still kind of up in the air as to the course of action for Zadie, and it makes me more and more nervous as she gets older.  She will definitely need her palate repaired, and that will be done somewhere around her first birthday.  But, there are other things in play and different opinions about the best thing to do.  We've seen three craniofacial teams, St. Barnabas, St. Joseph's, and CHOP.  They all pretty much have a different idea of what to do, and none of them seem to have stepped up to say, we're the best ones to take care of your daughter.  So we're still trying to figure out what to do.  It's a scary situation to have to decide for your little baby which direction to go in, when our decisions will likely have a huge impact on her life.  Right now, we're just trying to keep on top of everything and hope that the right course will be revealed.